HalfdeadEmokid

Shopping For New Year Cloths.

2012-01-23T02:18:00.004+08:00

Today I went out shopping with my sister and something happened at 313 ForEver 21 while my sister was changing her dress. Two ladies were fighting inside the shop for just a small little thing and they called each other a BITCH, so lame. If one for the lady was my friend, I'll definitely say a WHORE out from my mouth. Everyone was looking at them and no one video it down. Damn it, I was holding my sister's phone and yet I didn"t video down, all else I will be stomping them on stomp. Ha-ha was enjoying my shopping day watching both of the bitches quarreling for nothing much. Haven't been in town for quite a long time and today was my best day ever. Shopped half of my new year cloths haven't bought my jeans, t-shirt and shoes, I was just shopping for my blazers and I didn't have much time to shop because today was Lunar New Year Eve every shops were closed early and everyone rushing home to have their reunion dinner with their family.

M........ While me and my sister were walking around in town and had nothing to do while waiting for our parents to call us, we passed by Salvatore Ferragamo and I saw this shoes that I wanted to buy since last week I saw it on their website. It's only cost me $620 for that pair of shoes, If mom given me $500 for my new year shopping I will be wearing this shoes for tomorrow event. Sadly I have to wait until I got my Ang Bao money then I could afford it.

This is the shoes that I wanted to buy today from Ferragamo,

but I have to wait til coming Saturday.

And this Prada headphone is so nice and classes,

should I buy it too?

Fabian Barthez McQueen wears Prada.

BBQ Party With Crazy Han.

2012-01-21T05:09:00.005+08:00

Farhan our crazy chief.

Let the fire burning til the end of world.

Food haven't been ready and everybody can't wait for eating them.

Farhan, Wei Liat and Shawal.

Farhan, Ah Lian and Caleb.

Look at what Shawal, putting out a sotong from Farhan ding dong.

Everybody was saying the sotong was the best food that Han cooked, but nobody

realized that it came out from his little boy.

Farhan the killer.

Before we started our Party, we had some fun playing with the food where nobody noticed yet.

Farhan's Beloved Birthday Celebration.

2012-01-10T05:27:00.005+08:00

Boys were always be boy. Right after we cut the cake,

we had lots of fun throwing them around in our bunk.

Naked birthday bitch.

Farhan the crazy bitch, Azri the funny joker.

Look! What's that JOKER doing at the supermarket?

Before the party has started, we went out to Jurong Point and bought Han's cake for his belated birthday celebration. Look what happened to the crazy gonailla doing at NUTC.

I'm A Beauty Whore Killer!!

2011-12-22T00:44:00.007+08:00

My sister's friend just gave me

one of the high end luxury cosmetics and facial masks from Korea.

Fabian gonna kill you bitches with my EYELINER.

I'm A Beauty Killer!!!

(I'll fucking kill you!)

If I can't be beautiful, I'd rather just die

11.11.11

2011-11-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

Is 11.11.11 a bad day or a day an time for us to make a wish?

I guess today in the morning and night, I will be seeing a lot of 11.11 wishes on facebook, twitter, blog and everywhere that we can read on the web.

At 11.11 I'm so gonna wish that I'll win big big on 4D lol.

Is Too Late To Apologize.

2011-09-27T00:17:00.010+08:00

The pass few weeks there were a lot of unhappiness thing fell on me. I just lost a good brother a good friend of mine in one night. I need to let my emotional feeling out before I'm going psycho but I doesn't know who to talk too. So I had decided to blog it all out. I did something I shouldn't do on that night, I deleted his facebook and I felt so regret about it, now I wanted to add him back but everything was too late for it. I had been blocked by him. I wanted to give him a text and talk things out but I don't whether it will work or not, I felt that this time I'm really too overboard and he was really pissed by me.

A message that I wanna say to Gabriel. Are we still brother and friend? I'm sorry! I know that I always been creating trouble for you and tried not to hurt me. As you said before brother last longer than a relationship, I hope you will give and chance for the both of us for being brother's and friend's. I really cherish this friendship of us. Always I'm in trouble or somebody said I'm a gay, you will always be there for me but when you were in trouble, I know I'm won't be there for you just like Thursday and Saturday night. I only knew everything after the next day that I asked my sister. Just last you got a cut on your face and yet I didn't know about it until I saw you on Saturday and it happened on Thursday night. Anybody my brother I will feel sad and feels like pouching that person because you are my brother just like a family to me. I won't allow anyone touch or hurt my family even though I don't even know how to fight. I know is so wrong for me to do this. Brother always had each other back but if you doesn't want to forgive me I will understand. I will respect your decision that you say but I won't give up for not being your brother. No matter what I will be waiting for you to open the door and welcome me back as your family.

Was all my fault, waiting for you to forgive me.

I'm So SORRY

An Emo Song by Hagen Troy Tan (Official Music Video)

2011-09-22T02:11:00.001+08:00

有些時候一個沿陌生的路

有些害怕

卻又渴望發現新事物

生命是本書

有些字草被淚水模糊

那是記憶的墳墓需要勇氣去修復

第一次我愛上孤單

讓時間還原到最初

第一次我

將愛遠遠放逐

重劃一張地圖

第一次我清清楚楚

看見心里長一顆堅強的樹

將破曉的天空大力撐住

第一次我

十字路口

自由的走找到一個出口

沒有對錯

應該將風景全都看透

可惜你和我

被現實左右

唐突的結果到了世界的

盡頭無法甦醒的惡夢

第一次我愛上孤單

讓時間還原到最初

第一次我

將愛遠遠放逐

重劃一張地圖

第一次我清清楚楚

看見心里長一顆堅強的樹

濃霧背後我發現新的路

每個人的選擇都不同

你不能怪我太自我

也許此刻我不想躲

只想證明自罪過就算我

承受一百年的寂寞至少我誠實過

第一次我

愛上孤單

讓時間還原到最初

第一次我

將愛遠遠放逐

重劃一張地圖

第一次我清清楚楚

看見心里長一顆堅強的樹等待

走出一個新的國度第一次我

I Believe In You [Lyrics]

2011-09-22T01:56:00.002+08:00

I Believe In You!!

The Spicy Chicken Challenge

2011-09-17T03:22:00.002+08:00

Found this video clip from my best friend Kimberly blog.

I could still remember thoughts day we ate that buffalo wings chicken.

After I had finished it, I could felt the spiciness hit in my body burning through my bones.

At level 25 I'm already dying for it, wonder thoughts people ate level 35,

how could they survive?

Cheryl 23rd Birthday Celebration.

2011-08-23T23:29:00.011+08:00

Cheers! Drink to that!

The Army boy.

Look at Cheryl, I was helping her to finish up

the whole cup bottle of hennessy.

Bullied by her.

My first photograph with Gabriel. Awesome yo!

My family.

My brother Eugene.

Birthday cake for her. Cheryl Smurfs.

Saturday 20 of August 2011, celebrated Cheryl 23rd birthday at Club Avatar together with Gabriel, Wei Lin, Naomi and my sister friends. While it was my first time been to this club and I thought it will be exciting but the first impression I got when I looked inside the club, the first words came out from my mouth was oh....... wasn't this a Thai Club? While at first I thought was a Thai Club because the concept was exactly like it, but the music was totally awesome.

The best part of the day was I got a KISS on my cheek. My first kiss from him just like a fairy tales came true. Sleeping beauty got her first kiss from his handsome prince charming. Lastly everybody was so drunk, luckily Naomi was drunk at all if not the next day I will be seeing another bite on my hand again. Something I think when she got drunk she'll be as crazy like a bitch. 995 please send her to woodbridge hospital.

Before I'm going to say goodbye to my friends, I met of one my ITE friend at the club, can't believe that she was a dancer. I was freaking shock. How I wish that day will never ends. A day that I'll always remember in my mind that I was kissed and a waken by my handsome charming Ha-ha. What am I thinking?

Updating Soon.

2011-08-23T23:15:00.005+08:00

Just realized that I had not been blogging for quite a long time. Been busy doing my work in camp. While actually I had nothing to do, just spending my time sleeping and doing nothing around. Refresh everything back to my first post, I think my blog that I posted has been quite stupid. While who cares?

I'll be start blogging once I'm free because I've been so lazy nowadays. Next blog I'm gonna post up will be the time that I had spent with my sister, celebrating her 23rd birthday on Saturday night and my best memories with my brother.

Let me end my post with a video.

Introduced by one of my best camp mate. Halo by Mike Posner.

Read and sing with the lyrics, is so meaningful.

Beyoncé - Run The World (Gays)

2011-07-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

Who run the world? Gays!

Last Night, One Night Only.

2011-07-16T21:16:00.008+08:00

Wound will heal but Scar will never heal.

You will be my first and my last.

No one can ever hurt me again.

Why can't you be nice to me, when I said something

wrong to you?

You were always so mean to me.

I guess you really mean it that you said It was too late.

Guess I'm not your friend or brother anymore.

Guess I won't be meeting you again.

Even if I text or ask you out, you

won't reply or ever care about it.

You will just ignore it.

Should I apologize to you and talk things out?

Or is it too late for everything I had done?

Seriously I shouldn't text you those words,

is just a misunderstanding, you got the wrong thinking of it.

I don't want this to be an ending for me.

I really cherish this friendship we had.

Although I only know you for three months,

but I know you're the friend trust and be around.

You are a true friend to me.

A Last GoodBye.

Brother Love Emotional.

2011-07-10T15:18:00.005+08:00

My heart is locked, hoping someone would unlock this padlock for me because I don't feel like staying in this darkness of my life anymore. Sometime I think that you treated me too nice til I'm taking advantage of you and doesn't gives any respect to you. But something when you turned evil I'm kinda hurts. I know you were trying to be nice to me and I know that the right thing for you to do. Whenever you're not online or didn't reply my text I'll start being paranoid, thinking and worries about you. I know you are doing your best not to hurt me and I trying my best not to hurt you either, but something I felt that I'm hurting you more. I could see it with my eyes, you tried to give me a hint whenever I'm drunk or went overboard by hitting the wall or me. I rather all your pains and hurts are on me than you who the only one taking it. Brother's always kept their promises, yes you did. You always kept your promises but I don't. I'm trying my best to do it. I know that I promised you that I will be your brother and get over you, nothing more but I have no choice because I still likes you and I know that if I can't get over you, you wouldn't want to meet me out again that's why I promised you and I broke it. I scared that one day we will lost contact and that's not the thing I want it to happen, but I guess you are trying to do so. This feeling suck! Seriously I don't know what should I do? Need some advice. Truly speaking you really are an understanding friend to me. You're a very different guy that I had met in my life. Other straight guys found out that I'm Gay or interested in them, they will fucking hates or ignored me, unlike you at least you could understand and willing to be my friend.

I need a second time around. If time could turns back I rather not to know you.

What are you doing now?

Sad Piano Song 2

2011-06-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

Fuck it man! I just found this song on one of my friend facebook.

Damn sad and emotional right now.

I can't stop myself.

I can't stop listening to this song.

I can't stop myself not to think of you,

but always I started to think of you,

I'm hurt and jealous.

Why can't you hold my hand?

Why can't I be with you?

I'm fucking feel like cutting myself again but I promised you

that I wouldn't do it again.

But sometime thing happened and I just can't control myself.

Where are you?

I'm freaking miss you a lot.

I do see you online on facebook.

What are you doing right now?

I need some alcohol to stop hurting myself and thinking about you.

I'm in your every dream, why can't you just love me?

All I want is a text from you.

You're hugs after we left.

Emotional.

2011-06-17T21:36:00.003+08:00

Just feel so depressed, emotional, jealous and hurt right.

No one can never understand how I feel.

Sometime in order to heal myself I have to hurt myself more than you can ever thought.

Sometime I just can't control myself not to go overboard on you.

You can hate me but I will never ever give up on you.

You can punch, hurt or kill me, you are worth more than everyone in this world to me.

I would rather die in your hand.

Pinkdot The Freedom To Love!

2011-06-14T13:23:00.002+08:00

2011-06-09T05:49:00.002+08:00

In order to heal myself, I have to hurt myself more.

All I'm thinking of when I'm hurting myself is you.

I'm drunk because of you.

I'm sad because of you.

I'm emotional because of.

But I don't want you to be hurt or sad because of me.

I'll give my life up for you because you are my dream.

And baby, everything that I have is yours,

You will never go cold or hungry.

I'll be there when you're insecure,

Let you know that you're always lovely.

Bro, cos you are the only thing that I got right now.

Without you my life is meaningless and I won't in this world.

Light Me Up.

2011-06-02T23:23:00.001+08:00

I promise I won't lose you again.

2011-06-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

My Heart.

2011-06-02T21:38:00.002+08:00

Felt like I have had been knowing you since childhood.

Tokio Hotel - Attention (Unofficial Video) HQ

2011-05-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

What I feel deep in my heart right now.

Music speaks for a million words.

I need your 'Attention'

I'm trying to tell you

I'm trying to know you

I'm dying to show you

Fighting to get you

Soon as you got me

You go and drop me

It's cruel when you burn me

I love how you hurt me

Oh no, I'll never let you go

Oh no, I hate that I need you so

It's not what you said

It's the way you say it

It's not what you did

It's the way you do it

Sick and tired of needing your attention

I chose to be lonely than live without your

Attention

I scatch your sweet name

Right into my skin

You left me bleeding

But I couldn't give in

I swallowed all the poison to get infected

Give back my heart that you body rejected

Oh no, I'll never let you go

Oh no, I hate that I need you so

It's not what you said

It's the way you say it

It's not what you did

It's the way you do it

Sick and tired of needing your attention

I chose to be lonely than live without your

Attention

I'm standing in the pain

That's smothering me

It's more becoming my own blood

Why can't you see?

That I'm starving for your love

And I need attention

Or I'm gonna die

It's not what you said

It's the way you say it

It's not what you did

It's the way you do it

Sick and tired of needing your attention

I chose to be lonely than live without your

Attention

LOL.

2011-05-23T22:41:00.001+08:00

Look at this two STUPID people.

Cherish - Unappreciated

2011-05-22T13:03:00.001+08:00

"Unappreciated"

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.

Your takin` my love for granted, babe.

and I don't know how much more,

I can take from you.

You don't do the things you use to do.

You don't even say I love you too.

And lately I've been feeling,

Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 1:]

Woke up this morning and saw your face

And you didn't look the same as yesterday.

I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,

Where you want to be.

And lately it ain't been the same at all.

When you're here its like I'm invisible

I still can't seem to see where I went wrong.

Cause I'm feeling

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.

Your takin` my love for granted, babe.

and I don't know how much more,

I can take from you.

You don't do the things you use to do.

You don't even say I love you too.

And lately I've been feeling,

Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 2:]

Lately our house is not a home

You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone.

What am I to do

When my heart says leave

But my feet won't move

And today is our anniversary

And you haven't even said two words to me

I'm trying hard to give you another chance

But ooh baby I'm feeling

I'm feeling really unappreciated.

Your takin` my love for granted, babe.

and I don't know how much more,

I can take from you.

You don't do the things you use to do.

You don't even say I love you too.

And lately I've been feeling,

Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 3:]

Oh when I first met you

I thought you was the most perfect man

That I ever seen

I still don't understand why

You treat me like you do

I use to give into your lies

But now I see the truth

Oh no I don't want to hear it I'm through

Yea I know I'll still be missing you

But it's not worth the pain

That I've gained from you

You make me feel

Unappreciated

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.

Your takin` my love for granted, babe.

and I don't know how much more,

I can take from you.

You don't do the things you use to do.

You don't even say I love you too.

And lately I've been feeling,

Feeling unappreciated.

Don't love me no more

Heeey wooo hooo

I'm really feeling unappreciated.

I'm feeling unappreciated

With Or Without You - Breathe Carolina

2011-05-21T16:48:00.001+08:00

See the stone set in her eyes

See the thorn twist in your side.

And I wait for you.

Sleight of hand and twist of fate

On a bed of nails she makes me wait

And I wait? without you

With or without you

With or without you.

Through the storm, we reach the shore

You gave it all but I want more

And I'm waiting for you?

With or without you

With or without you.

I can't live with or without you.

And you give yourself away

And you give, and you give

And you give yourself away.

My hands are tied, my body bruised

She got me with nothing left to win

And nothing left to lose.

And you give yourself away

And you give, and you give

And you give yourself away.

With or without you

I can't live

With or without you.

With or without you

I can't live

With or without you

Stuck In The Moment.

2011-05-19T16:59:00.005+08:00

On Wednesday, I lost my iPhone because I was too excited, my Bro called me and asked me to go clubbing with him. Finally I got the chance to meet him out again, it's been a long while since last Thursday night. Prayed hard hoping that whoever picked up my phone will kindly return it to me, but the person was a devil sent from hell. It doesn't matter if my phone was lost, the matter of were my contacts and my message. My iPhone I could get a replacement anytime I want but those message can't be replace. She had been with me for the last two years and finally she was lost. No where to be found in this freaking country.

Once I reached home I felt something went missing. Guess what? My rabbit just went to heaven, becoming the keeper of GOD. RIP!

Off to Phuture. It was so embarrassing for me at the bus stop just right outside Zouk. I mistaken my Bro as another guys because all NS boy looked the same when they are BOTAK. Guess the next time I bettr bring out my glasses.

After the night at Phuture, I kept thinking whether should I continue hanging out with you? The feeling inside of me right now suck, I don't even know what I want now. I felt so bitter and jealous inside my heart whether you're not around me or dancing with other girls. While I can understand overall you're a straight guy I cant do anything to stop you. Life really suck or should I say being a GAY suck to the max. Why can't I get the both world? Maybe I should listen to his advice, take a short break out from him. I'm just not ready to hangout with him but I will goes crazy I knew that he was out there. The message that he sent, tells me that he really understand my feeling and don't even want to hunt me. He saw my point of view, I was so uncomfortable on the night at Phuture. Right now what I can do is stay a distance from him for awhile if not I will going crazy and emotion again just like what I did when I was in ITE. I don't want to piss the person off again.

You're smart, cute, handsome, hot. You can dance and even shuffle. What a perfect guy.

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Deep down inside my HEART I felt so bitter;(

Bro you are the sweetest in the world. Thanks for your concern. You are the nicest straight guy I ever met.

SAF Seven Core Values.

2011-05-16T01:19:00.004+08:00

This was what we learned in our one month BTM in Kranji Camp 3 for Pes E.

Bottle out, bottle up, cap off..

The SAF seven core values are?

Loyalty to Country "that's bull shit, Singapore is a an empty car-park space"

Leadership "You're the boss"

Discipline "Yes Sir"

Professionalism "If you're following your heart, you can just forget this"

Fighting Spirit "never fight for your country"

Ethics "follow your heart goes"

Care for Soldiers "no smoking break for the smokers"

Drink up!

Movie Nights.

2011-05-16T00:50:00.005+08:00

M...... After using twitter I found my blog was dying in hell. Should I just close it down, leave it aside or just continue blogging like I always did?

Watched Priest

Rate 8/10

I can't sleep because I had too much fun with my peeps last night. After shopping with Belinda at bugis street, we went over to illuma and bought our movie tickets. On the way back suddenly my phone rang, my sister called and asked me to go Rebel with her tonight, I was so excited and wanted to go with her but I can't because tonight I had a slumber party with my girls and we planned since two weeks ago. After my BMT my friends didn't get any chance to see me, so I gave it a pass and move on with my friends.

The next day once my sister woke up, immediately my first word came our of my mouth was "how was yesterday party" because my hush hush was there with her, and she told me everything that he said to my sister. I can't believe that he told my sister that I like him and trying to find a way to reject me. While I can understand it's impossible for me to be with you, but in the first place you shouldn't tell my sister about our relationship because you wouldn't know that my sister don't know that I'm gay, but luckily that my sister knew about it.

Yesterday night was a waste because I wasn't at Rebel. Opportunity comes and goes, I didn't even grab it. Hoping the next Saturday I gets to see my hush hush again and this time round I'm not letting my opportunity off again.

iPhone Portable Charger.

2011-04-24T12:40:00.006+08:00

Could someone please just buy this Sunshine after rain iPhone portable charger for me? Is a limited edition design, only 30 pieces in the world, how rare, how am I suppose to get it?

A Day That Have To come.

2011-04-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

Probably I won't be seeing you guys around , I'm going jail soon on the 5th of April 2011. I won't be clubbing or meeting for this two years. Thanks for being with me side by side and shared all the time that you guys planed for me. Hoping when I'm out from jail everything will changed will be fine and will make me a real man. I have nothing much to say by will try my best to contact you guys. Although I know that you guys won't be reading this on my blog or something by I wish that you guys can take a look at my post, what I had say is really means a lot for you guys. Please try to make up sometime and visit me real soon. Ciao.....

I will miss all of my friends!!

Overboard - Justin Bieber feat. Jessica Jarrell

2011-04-02T04:38:00.003+08:00

(Jessica)

It feels like we've been out at sea, whoa

So back and forth that's how it seems, whoa

And when I wanna talk you say to me

That if it's meant to be it will be

Whoa oh no

So crazy is this thing we call love

And now that we've got it we just can't give up

I'm reaching out for you

Got me out here in the water

And I

I'm overboard

And I need your love

Pull me up

I can't swim on my own

It's too much

Feels like I'm drowning without your love

So throw yourself out to me

My lifesaver

(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)

My lifesaver

(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)

Whoa

(Justin)

I never understood you when you'd say, whoa

Wanted me to meet you halfway, whoa

Felt like I was doing my part

You kept thinking you were coming up short

It's funny how things change cause now I see

Oh whoa

So crazy is this thing we call love

And now that we've got it we just can't give up

I'm reaching out for you

Got me out here in the water

And I

I'm overboard (overboard)

And I need your love

Pull me up

I can't swim on my own

It's too much (it's too much)

Feels like I'm drowning (ohh)

Without your love

So throw yourself out to me

My lifesaver

It's supposed to be some give and take I know

But you're only taking and not giving anymore

So what do I do

Cause I still love you

(I still love you baby)

And you're the only one who can save me

Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh

I'm overboard

And I need your love

Pull me up (pull me up)

I can't swim on my own

It's too much (it's too much)

Feels like I'm drowning without your love

(I'm drowning baby, I'm drowning)

So throw yourself out to me

(I can't swim)

My lifesaver

(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)

My lifesaver

It's crazy crazy crazy

(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)

Lifesaver oh

(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)

My lifesaver

(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)

This song was truly meant for me. I'm too overboard on Thursday, I did something wrong that I couldn't forget and kept on thinking about it.

I'm a human being with lots of emotion going on. But I'm really regret what I've text on the phone to him.

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2011-03-31T04:26:00.006+08:00

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Don't Smoke.

2011-03-29T15:50:00.005+08:00

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RETWEET or REPOST If you don't SMOKE!!!!

Tokio Hotel Ft. Kerli - Strange (Music Video) HD

2011-03-29T02:20:00.001+08:00

A freak of nature

Stuck in reality

I don't fit the picture

I'm not what you want me to be

Sorry

Under the radar

Out of the system

Caught in the spotlight

That's my existence

You want me to change but all I feel is

Strange

In your perfect world so

Strange

I feel so absurd in this life

Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be

Strange

You want to fix me

Push me

Into your fantasy

You try to give me

Sell me

A new personality

You try to lift me

I don't get better

What's making you happy

Is making me sadder

In your golden cage all I feel is

Strange

In your perfect world so

Strange

I feel so absurd in this life

Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be

Strange

Like me

Strange

When you touch me

Strange

When you kill me

Strange

All I feel is

Strange

In my dreams too

Together we'll be

Strange

In a perfect world

Strange

I am so strange

Strange

I am so strange

Strange

In your perfect world so

Strange

I feel so absurd in this life

Don't come closer you'll die slowly,

In my arms forever you'll be

Strange

Like me

Whenever I felt so down, I will be listening to my favorite artist Bill Kaulitz from Tokio hotel. I swear to god I almost cried and screamed at the top of my lungs. When I read the lyrics, my heart almost stopped. I was shacking and when I played it and Bill started to sing I was like.. maybe this is fan made. Then came Kerli and I died and went straight to heaven. I love this song so much. Another emo song by Tokio Hotel Ft. Kerli.

I Don't Know.

2011-03-23T15:55:00.001+08:00

what happened when someone you know become someone you don't know and then you start thinking, what you really know, and then you know that everything you also don't know.

Breathe Carolina - "Down" Music Video (Jay Sean Cover)

2011-03-21T10:51:00.001+08:00

Emo kids rocks on. I can't believe Jay Sean would do such ahorrible cover of this song after BC sang this song. Is so much better than the original "Down" by Jay Sean. I can hear my soul screaming out loud, breathe carolina owns anything.

TwoQueens Too Cool For School.

2011-03-12T00:51:00.003+08:00

Thursday night rocked TwoQueens at PLay. I thought there will be a free show for me to watch, but in the end there isn't my frined Penguin was waiting for her to start the Merlion but she didn't drink as I expected. Almost lost my cell phone inside the club went I was drinking until no tomorrow for me, free flows of drinks, thanks god for sending a black angel down to earth for me. A black woman saw my phone dropped down on the floor and picked up and returned to me. May god bless you, you are my angel I am your arrow. Everybody was very curious because Penguin and I went AIM and they couldn't find us but actually the both of us were inside the club dancing the whole night long. PLay was awesome. I wonder when will be my last clubbing night before I go NS? Have to party like the end of the world. Yeah!!

♥♥♥KAIWEI♥♥♥

2011-03-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

OMFG Today is my boyfriend KaiWei birthday♥♥♥ Happy birthday to kaiwei, happy birthday to kaiwei, happy birth happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to KAIWEI♥♥♥

New Look.

2011-03-08T23:17:00.002+08:00

Edited by Freakedapp Iphone/Ipod.

Breathe Carolina - I.D.G.A.F Official Music Video

2011-02-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

Next video by Breathe Carolina. David Schmitt reminds me of one person Leonard.

I don't give a Fuck!!

Only if Singapore can bring this to the dance floor, that would be awesome.

Enjoy!!

何維健 - 當我知道你們相愛 (Dance版) MV

2011-02-23T03:55:00.001+08:00

I didn't know that Derrick Hoh was from Project Superstar.

Enjoy.

Pissed Off!!!

2011-02-01T16:35:00.002+08:00

I'm so fucking pissed by this girl named Cheryl Chan Wei Qi sadly she's my sister, that's even made me more pissed. The story was, she was damn freaking late yet she wanted to leave early. Her camp is at Changi Naval base yet she can tell me that she was at Yishun. Since when her camp is at Yishun? I don't even want to know what the hell she were doing over there. If she told me earlier I won't be going out with her. Wasting my time. I will curse you to death and make sure you leave without any boyfriends in your fucking life.

Like A G6/Likin Big Dicks (Uncensored) "Gay Pimp"Jonny McGovern & Calpe...

2011-01-30T10:35:00.001+08:00

2011-01-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

BEKAH TEO XUELING, I SWEAR YOU'RE DMAN CUTE! Ha-ha

One For One WaveHouse.

2011-01-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

The three musketeers off to Sentosa.

Cheers!!

Everybody eat!!! Yum yum!!

Went sentosa with Bekah, Ling Yan and Francine. While we were waiting for Fran the three musketeers went wave house and played monopoly deal. People go there for surfing and tanning, we went there just to play deal. Yeah!!! Was Wednesday, that mean one for one fore everything we ordered.

2011!!

2011-01-03T05:53:00.001+08:00

This was my first dinner of 2011!! Goodbye 2010 and hello 2011. 2011 was just another tomorrow to me but some people can really gone crazy. I hate 2011 =ARMY!!!

Went shisha with my peeps at Nabins bali lane.

My first new year reunion dinner with my friends:)

Dinner And Monopoly Deal.

2010-12-29T23:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went down to Khatib and had my dinner again with my peeps. Yeah!! I'm so happy, finally I bought my own monopoly deal, after we had finished our dinner we started playing until I boarded the last train home. All my friends hate playing this card game with me Ha-ha.

Merry Christmas.

2010-12-28T14:44:00.007+08:00

My crazy friends, so bad tao pok each other without telling me. I was the poor one.

TaoPok TaoPok. Was damn fun, everyone should try it.

This is what Penguin and I will do to those people who were sleeping in the hotel without us.

For those who can drink, drink. For those who can't drink, just vomit like 'Bekah' outside the door way.

Merry Christmas to everybody. Celebrated christmas with my sister and my peeps at Gallery Hotel. Day one, everybody reached gallery while I'm waiting for my sister to bring us up to the hotel room, I was standing in front of the lift, what a coincidence when the door opened I saw Samson and Jeffery can't believe is a small world they has the same hotel with us. At 12 I wanted to go bed and sleep (there's a saying if you sleep on christmas eve and the next day you'll be able to receive santa present) and wait for my Christmas present from santa claus but the room was too noisy santa don't even want to step inside and pass the present to me Lol. So I gave it a miss, next I wanted to shout very loud 'Merry Christmas' but stopped by my sister. No choice next what I did was, we drank alcohol like nobody cares. We thought that after drinking Absinthe everybody will be gone but in the end everyone since to be all right. Monopoly Deal time, this card game that Grace brought it was damn fun, played the whole days.

Day two, I was damn happy I owned the hotel my sister and her friends went out to celebrate her friends party. Finally the whole room and bed was our before I went to bed of cause had to use the bathtub first, was so syiok but too bad I didn't buy bubble tub from body shop wasted if not I can stay in the toilet for another hour, Penguin wanted to bath longer than me but she kanna screamed by Ling Yan cause she wanted to use the toilet and do her business Ha-ha but never mind I still enjoyed it without any bubble. At night everyone was back in the hotel but what a great news my sister and friends were going out left me and my peeps again, we owned the room for another night. Gallery hospitality really suck, since when does a black man was so hard working at night, (if you're naked down the street nobody can really see you) was smoking at the swimming pool and kanna screamed by the stupid black security. PLayed and drank until morning, oh... finally was the last day at the hotel before we checking out, some thing terrible happened at the hotel. Bekah vomited outside the door way Ha-ha was so hilarious, everyone was laughing at her and she didn't even notice. A big mouth family from the next door complained to the hotel manager and my sister was damn pissed on me because we had to pay for the extra charge for the damaged we made but in the end the hotel manger just closed an eye. Yeah!! Nothing happened but I was happy cause was my first time opportunity saw Bekah vomited and her eyes was like an eyeliner, one straight line.

End of my Christmas celebration, hoping for a better day. Can't wait for coming countdown with my peeps again. WHoreFace. TaoPok TaoPok.

Party At Francine's House.

2010-12-19T19:31:00.005+08:00

My Dog named 'Buster'

My superstar model Buster was having his photo shoot.

King of the world.

Home sweet home, finally I'm back home. I'm so tired right now but I still have to start a new post after a long time I didn't had the chance to do it. Had a great time with my peeps at Francine's house, drank and played mahjong until evening time, took some unglam photos of somebody at her room but too bad I can't upload it on my blog but will stay inside my Iphone forever. Great news!! Finally I'm getting a dog, my dog pug will be here tomorrow evening time hope I can give him all the love that I can make for him. Anybody after reading my blog and got interested and wanna come over and have a look at it, feel free to give me a call or text me up.

My Belated Present.

2010-12-12T18:29:00.004+08:00

My new collection Toiletry pouch 26.

On Saturday I went town with my sister, finally she bought my belated birthday present from Lousi Vuitton for me. Same old same old, when I stepped into Louis Vuitton shop everybody was looking at me thinking whether this person is a boy or girl. My sister was like my sugar mummy, so delicious. Wanted to buy new cloths of myself from Queen@Heeren but I was too late, when I reached there shop was closing. Next, met Jeffery at Paragon, Nicholas at 313@Somerset. Had dinner at Marche together, next I met my friends and together we all went down and party.... Boys boys boys.

Emotion.

2010-11-30T09:52:00.007+08:00

Andersen's ice cream

Finally I have my time to start my new post, been busy those days finding some nice songs from the internet. My nails was cute and it's feels good for me to type on the keyboard. Last Saturday I thought I was going to club with my sister and friends but in the end I met her friends at Marina Square, had Ice-cream for dinner after that we went down to sing Karaoke at K-Box. Didn't know that day everyone was emo and everybody was singing sad songs. I wish I can read chinese words, because I just realized there are more emo chinese songs than english.

Let me end my post with this song. By Jay Chou.

周杰伦 rocks my soul!!.

Happy Sweet 20th Birthday To Me.

2010-11-19T12:51:00.006+08:00

Today is a very special day for me. Thanks to my Daddy that met my Mom and gave birth to me, without them I won't be out in this very special world. 19 November 1990 Fabian Barthez was born, he'll bring happiness and do all the best he can to make a better day.

HAPPY SWEET 20th BIRTHDAY TO FABIAN BARTHEZ!!

Today was a great day for me, thanks to Beckiie, Kim Lee, Naomi and friends for the birthday celebration with me and of course our special guess Ling Yan and Bekah. Thanks for the birthday card, although it was a last minute work of art and ugly, I really appreciate this card that you guys made of me. This was my best birthday gift I gained for the best of my life. Thanks guys love you so much until I can't express it out. You guys rock my soul!!

Whore Face:)

Prawning Night.

2010-11-15T06:10:00.004+08:00

31 Prawns.

Someone want French Fries and Potato Wedges?

Today I met my friends at Ang Mo Kio hub, before going Bishan I had my ear pierced. Prawning was awesome when you're with the right group of friends. We prawn-ed total of 31 prawns in 3 hours. I caught only one how great was that. Tonight will be the end of Ling Yan birthdy, next will be me. I'm wondering right now, what will happen to me on the day of my birthday? Will my friends sabo me like what I did to them before or even worst?

Happy Sweet 20th Birthday.

2010-11-14T03:57:00.006+08:00

Frolick yum yum!!

Happy 20th birthday to our friend Ling Yan, celebrated at cineleisure. Flooded her wall as usual.

Beware of the birthday cake killer.

The family of Whore Face.

The family of Did You Just Ignore Me?

Our best creation by the people of madness.

I'm Too Bored.

2010-10-30T05:44:00.003+08:00

Western food at night. Mexican grilled chicken.

Morning went breakfast with my mom. Had dim sum together.

Tonight the weather small nice, I wish I could sleep right now but I couldn't because I just woke up not long ago. Thought tonight I'm going PLay with my sister but one of her friend dad called and asked her to go home. Ended up at home alone in my room watching Shaolin vs Evil Dead on youtube.

Good Boy Of The Month.

2010-10-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

This month I'll be a good boy, staying at home not clubbing until my birthday has arrived. I won't be available til then.

Belated Father's Day Dinner.

2010-10-12T22:31:00.005+08:00

Had a wonderful vegetarian dinner with my family.

LaLa Night. 10/10/10

2010-10-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

Lala again:)

Today was 10/1010 I wanted to try my luck on 4D but it seems like I can't buy in this number. Finally I bought one pack of cigarette, nah... actually shared with Ling Yan. I'm so stressed, how am I gonna finish you??

Straight Or..........?

2010-10-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Sexy sleeping beauty.

On Saturday I went shopping in town with my sister after that met all her friends. Had our dinner at Cineleisure xin wang hong kong cafe and off to double O. That night was really a drama for me. Speechless but I enjoyed my night.

Friends For Dinner.

2010-10-04T01:16:00.001+08:00

Just reached home, I'm tired yet lazy to take my bath but I've too. Before taking my bath let me just say something here. Guess what? Opps I did it again. I smoked with my mates, I guess I'm gonna be a smoker from now onwards. Ate seafood for dinner again, just so nice.

My sister bought me a new makeup brush from Ion. Guess what?? She bought for me because she needed something from me.

Black Party

2010-09-29T01:57:00.014+08:00

Black Gaga.

Champagne mooncake from Raffle.

Lunch.

Dinner.

Power Rangers.

Who's the guy living next door?

Black Party at Pasir Ris bungalow. I can't believe on that night I smoked.

My Lady Ga Ga photos will be up soon. Waiting for Grace Ang Mei Mei to send it to me. Rocked her birthday on Sunday. Will be upload more soon, until than stay in touch with my blog. Wow oh oh......

Mosquito.

This will happened all the time to me when I got drunk.

The Night That I Won't Forget.

2010-09-22T02:18:00.005+08:00

Oh man!! He's damn freaking cute. How can I control myself for not thinking and looking at him. If I'm been told that I can be with him for just a min and asked to shorten my life I don't mind doing it. You worth more than everything in my life.

You'll be in my dream forever, just like a fairy tail won't come true.

Basketball At Khatib 838.

2010-09-22T01:55:00.004+08:00

Omg!!

Look! Seriously we really can eat Lala until like that.

Damn it!! Who gave me a cut again?

Finally I'm home. Had a great time and game with Belinda, Ling Yan, Grace, Penguin, Bekah, Charmaine, Francine, Xiao Bai, and Fish. No hot stuff!!

Saturday Rocks.

2010-09-19T10:48:00.000+08:00

Just look at her, just like a pig sleeping in the bus.

On our way to Khatib had seafood at block 848 again.

Thanks Bekah, you gave me this cut while we playing basketball at the beach:)

Saturday rocked Power, before that I went down to taboo alone, freaking no life but I enjoyed it. I was a bit drunk but in the end it worth so much to me. After club I went home and Ling Yan called and I'm off to Sentosa. No hot stuff, all I can see were red X.

Friday.

2010-09-17T23:36:00.001+08:00

Had lunch at Cineleisure with Naomi and my sister to welcome her back to Singapore safely.

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2010-09-16T17:48:00.003+08:00

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Your lighter can burn me but that's alright because I like the way it hurts.

Shining Lights.

2010-09-14T23:12:00.003+08:00

My nightmare is coming, she's coming back on Friday. I need Help! Father please bless me, give me all your strength and power to hunt the evil. Blessing of fairy, bless me and help to fight the evil. Let us hope there's tomorrow in my life. Shining lights..

Google AdWords.

2010-09-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

Just received a letter from google, they gave me a $75 voucher to redeem an offer from them.

Happy 21st Birthday to Belinda Quak.

2010-09-05T23:08:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to Belinda Quak.

My Best Wish.

2010-09-03T09:08:00.003+08:00

E...... My sister went to a gay club in Darwin 'Australia' Omg why did you go to a gay club. Are you trying to tell me that you're a Lesbain or going to be one of us? Ha-ha. Whore face!! My sister is coming back to Singapore in two weeks, fuck!! That's suck!! I wish your ship will get stuck in the middle of the pacific ocean for two more weeks, so I can have my freedom and continue to be my KING. Once you're back, I'm gonna kill you!!!

Happy 18th Birthday To You.

2010-08-31T10:13:00.000+08:00

My second round of steamboat I'm gonna gain back my weight. Oh no!! What should I say? M..... Here we go, happy 18th birthday to my BBFF finally you turned 18 nobody can sabo you anymore whenever you enter a club. After steamboat we decided to go K-box, bus-ed down to town. Had my Ben and Jerry while we waiting for our turn....

Steamboat With Peeps.

2010-08-29T10:02:00.002+08:00

Saturday night had steamboat with my peeps, oh god they bought total of 10 packets of gold mushroom and no one eat the rest of the foods. I guess next time we can have gold mushroom of steamboat.

Lastly before I end my post I have to say something, Ha-ha Ling Yan finally I made you drunk and I finished all your foods......

Step Up 3D Rocks To The Max!!!

2010-08-25T11:47:00.004+08:00

This was my first time taking new print with my BBFF.

Trying to get my scanner fix, so I can upload a clearest pic.

Tuesday, went go with my BBFF, accompanied her the whole day for new cloths on her coming birthday. Firstly we went to Far East had chicken rice after that we started to shop and she trying to buy something nice for herself. We shopped the whole mall and didn't get any thing, moved on to Ion trying to find something nice for myself but I didn't get one. After we shopped the whole day and didn't get any stuff, we decied to go catch a movie. Guess what? I met Alfreda 'whore face' at Cineleisure with two guys, what a coincidence we watched the same movie and at the same time but I didn't meet her inside the theatre but right after the movie has ended Naomi saw her outside while I'm in the toilet doing my business.

Step up 3D rocks to the max!! AT first I thought it would be boring just like the previous, but in the end wow~ Now I know why he like to watch this movie so much. I can't forget about this movie, whenever I think of something, step up 3D will came into my mind first. My favorite part of the movie will be when the twins were taking to the Jap girl. This is what they said "check it out yo.. I like yr accent, I do not have accent... Ha-ha... Everybody laugh out loud.

When I reached home the first thing I did was logging to my facebook and started walling after that I was on other web page and started to search of step up 3D soundtracks. I did it, now I've all the songs in my IPhone. Yeah!!

I wish I had learned Hip Hop dances when I was a kid.

Anybody wanna watch or haven't watched step up 3D. I don;t mind watching again, again and again. I love Mosse he's so cute and a great dancer.

Dinner And Prawning With Peeps.

2010-08-23T00:11:00.005+08:00

Here are the photos what we ate for dinner. First of all I went down to Khatib blk 848 had my seafoods dinner together with my peeps. Seating beside us were all adult, one of the uncle came and tried one of the clam, made friends with them as while, I can't believe that. Everyone should go try their seafoods, you won't regret after eating it.

Me, Penguin, Grace, Ling Yan and Charmaine.

After dinner we decided to go prawning at bottle tree park. This was my first time there and first time prawning. It was fun and awesome, I was teamed with penguin and the three gu gu were Grace, Ling Yan and Charmaine. Ha-ha, we were competing which team will caught the most prawns and when I caught the first although it was small I screamed out loud and everyone at there were looking at me Lol. In the end my team won, we caught total of 8 prawns in an hour and they caught 6 only. Guess the night we're lucky and the prawns love us too much. BBQ-ed without any ingredients and it was original and nice.

Dinner For Two Hours.

2010-08-21T10:48:00.003+08:00

Thursday afternoon went out with a bitch, I brought my laptop out in the end I didn't get the chance to use it. We couldn't decide where to have dinner for an hour until I'm sick and tired we just went for Sakae Sushi. First time we didn't ate much, cause Naomi that bitch was using my laptop and forgotten to order our foods. Chatting with guys on facebook and left me out there alone by myself Ha-ha. Ended up I used my phone to wall her back and stopped her.

Party time, rocked Play again with Qiao Yun, Penguin and Charmaine. Haven't stepped into Play for almost two months.

Fuck Me - I'm A Celebrity.

2010-08-13T06:26:00.005+08:00

Fuck Me - I'm A Celebrity.

This was a story made by Naomi and Me on Friday night at Teck Whye McDonalds, while was a bit short but I hope somebody can help us to continue it.

Once upon a time, there was a prince who had a beautiful castle. One day, he got bored and wanted an adventure and I'm stuck. Help me.

After writing down our story I heard this very nice song from 98.7fm called 'Prefect' by Hedley.

Happy Birthday Singapore.

2010-08-10T03:03:00.002+08:00

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore!!

Who cares.....

After watching Godzilla on channel 5, I boomed Naomi cell to wake her up. Went Bukit Timah of dinner then hopped to Teck Whye lane playground.

This is what no life people will do when it's a public holiday.

Be prepared, the door has been opened, here comes the hungry ghost. If you're hungry mean that you're a ghost too Ha-ha.

Another with Naomi.

2010-08-03T22:53:00.009+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, I was having my lunch awhile later Naomi called me and asked me out. Before that we webcam-ed on msn awhile. Lastly had dinner at my house together with her, ordered Canadian pizza. Finally she learned her lesson, never webcam with me after you're awake cause I'll print screen your ugly photo and upload on facebook Ha-ha never thought that I'll receive so many comments after Naomi hang up on the phone with me.

I Love You.

2010-07-06T00:20:00.003+08:00

We might not be close again, but I won't ever forget how I used to be♥.'s

Jes Birthday.

2010-07-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

Supper Time

Second round!! After celebrating Jes birthday we head down to khatib blk 848 for seafoods. Watching soccer together with Grace, Frans, LingYan and Belinda.

Welcome Back.

2010-06-29T13:13:00.001+08:00

Met my peeps at far east, everybody were hungry but we have to wait for princess Nicole to get her nails done. After lunch the everybody surprised Naomi. I guess I've to update myself more often and stop stalking at other people profile. Everybody knew when Beckie is coming back except me.... looking forward coming Wednesday and this whole week. Party and party!!

Crazy Party Til 6.

2010-06-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

There's a saying, whoever came out from Double O they were drunk, for me after Taboo I'm dead. Saturday went Taboo with YiXin and Christy for the free flow after that we head down to Power House then I'm lost and can't remember anything......

No Promises.

2010-06-25T18:53:00.005+08:00

My time is up, I have to promise myself with 3D, don't think, don't stalk and don't talk to you but I can't to it. I'm in love with you but always fall for the wrong guy. Why? In my dream I always dreamt of this words 'don't give up easily. If you can imagine it, it can come true' But it doesn't seen a like to me.

What can make me give up on you and stop thinking. I hope I won't do stupid thing like I did the pass two years. If I will, what would I take from you? Your shirt or something even more special? Now no more LingYan to help me, so who's next? Lols..

I'm going crazy over you again!!

♥♥♥

Untitled

2010-06-21T23:14:00.005+08:00

If you're Emo like me, try listening to this song, after that get a knife cut yourself and let your blood drip down into a cup with ice. You'll feel better after hurting yourself. If you're as psycho as me, pour some alcohol mix it with your blood and drink it til it's dry.

I'd rather we never met!

Power House.

2010-06-18T01:59:00.004+08:00

My blog is dying.

After so long finally I got my hair done. Yesterday went Funan IT mall with YiXin, rebonded my hair at Kimage same thing happened again, the student of Kimage got stressed up again when I told him the hair style I wanted, in the end their teacher cut it for me. This was the longest time I took to get my hair done. My hair is super flat and like gu gu, that what my friend said.

After I got my hair done, I rushed home and got myself prepared and rushed down to Power Yeah!! WHile waiting for QiaoYun to arrive I met Belinda at the seven eleven store. Seriously I have to go club more often with QiaoYun she have a lot of connection with cut boys Lols. Yesterday was my first time stepped into Dragonfly, it looks exactly like 97 the first oldest aged club that my buddy brought me to. Guys can shuffle or Tecktonik are so cool. When I'm inside the cab, on my way back home Chirsty called me and scared me again, I almost hang up her call her voice was so man I can't believe it.

When is my next party, when is my sister coming back from her holidays?

Morning Tea with Mom.

2010-06-05T12:15:00.005+08:00

Just came back from the wet market. Had breakfast with my mom at Alif 'Roti Prata and Mee Siam' so full. Shopped at shop and save Omg I feel like a aunty, spent a total of 30 bucks on grocery I bought for her. If every weekend I go out with my mom, I confirm go bankrupt. I'm so tired now feel like taking a nap now, sweet dream for myself hopefully I can dream of you in my la la land:)

Played.

2010-05-28T19:58:00.001+08:00

Play was a blast clubbed with my peeps, I was totally lost on that day can't really remember anything, but when I went into my facebook I saw Bekah status she actually was there with her frineds and I got raped but them Omg.. I can't get so drunk the next time I go club.

Finally I got the chance to look deep into his eye, every time after I met him I felt very bitter inside my heart. I'm looking at my future, and God do I have to lose him? We shared conversations on how we're all just floating through space and nothing matters. I'm looking for a pattern.

Played.

2010-05-21T10:47:00.005+08:00

Finally I stepped on the dance floor again, stopped clubbing for two months, kind of weird when I stepped into Play, haven't been there for quite a long time. Rocked Play with Wei Wen, Gek Ming, Qiao Yun and friends. Omg I can't believe that I met Bakah (Lao Butch) in Play. The best day of my life, this was the first time I'm having so much fun, better then Phuture. You always make me happy and feel alive. Yeah!! Can't wait to club with you again.

I wish I have a time machine so that I can go back to May 21 whenever I want.

Out With My Schoolmates and Buffet All Night.

2010-05-18T19:08:00.004+08:00

Here come Saturday. Went out we my schoolmates Belinda, Ling Yan, Grace, Amanda, Jess and Candy. Were actually planing to go Sentosa for tanning because of the stupid weather we can't go, in the end it wasn't raining. Changed to have dinner at town with them, but I was damn late and missed dinner with my friends cause I can't decide what shirt to wear.. I guess next month I should go shopping with my sister again.

Missed my buffet, never mind when we reached Cineleisure I was damn freaking full Lols. Didn't go town for two months and every places have changed. Didn't know that there are Mac and Swensen outside Cine. Cool. I did enjoyed myself with them and I was a joker and their entertainment, maybe I didn't have enough of sleep then I'll be like that Ha-ha. Was crazy over a lot of stuff. After accompanied Candy for her shoes, we decided to catch a movie but Ber wasn't in her mood on that day and wanted to go back home cause she having a driving lesson the next day. After we sent her home we went down to Clark Quay the moment we stepped out the MRT station we saw Terry and his friends, same old same old Ling Yan was bullied by him again Ha-ha everybody were looking at the both of them. Buffet again at Central while waiting for the ladies to finish their business in the toilet. Feeling like going to club on that day but I was wearing shorts damn it. We were planning to go for a drink somewhere around Clark Quay but in the end everybody came to my house and drink. Yeah!!

When I reached the opposite of the road at my house Li Ping called me and asked me to go PowerHouse damn it, I was on my clubbing moon now and I can't just leave my friends like that..... Told her next time then I'll join her again. Why like that. I haven't been clubbing since that day with Christy, almost two months.

Wanted to finish up the whole bottle of vodka because I wanted someone to get drunk and say out everything but in the end we didn't finish and she talked out her feeling. Ordered McDelivery and watched 'With You' was so hilarious and a bit lame.

Happy Mummy's Day....

2010-05-10T18:59:00.001+08:00

Sunday was a very special day for my mother. Happy Mother day to you, thanks for bringing us up. Dinner at my grandmother house block, me and my sister were planning next for coming Daddy's day Lols. Hopefully will be bigger and better then last year. While my mom was really happy and enjoyed herself on that day:)

Dead Rat.

2010-05-06T19:24:00.004+08:00

I'm back again, this is my first post of the month.

Omg I was so lucky, was jogging around my house area and I almost stepped a dead rat. At first I thought it was a dead bird but when I took a closer look at it, it was a dead rat Ew....

Just Friends? (Korean Gay Movie 2009)

2010-04-29T03:01:00.004+08:00

Finally is out, thanks to my friend Naomi, here's the video with english subtitles. Watched 10 times, was a bit short but I enjoyed it. I wonder all military guys in Korean were gay or something. While I love cherries, hope one day you can make cherries chocolate for me when I get my day off:)

Mighty Morphin Power Rangers.

2010-04-25T19:47:00.003+08:00

Rate 10/10

Just watched Might Morphin Power Rangers

My old school favorite movie.

Used to have their megazord, morphin and white ranger Saba weapon.

Best movie in 1995.

Just wish they still sale their toys.

Go go power rangers.

Impossible.

2010-04-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

Power Wow~

2010-04-15T21:58:00.001+08:00

Free Flow of drinks, I finished 5 jugs.

I haven't been clubbing since Chirsty was in Thailand, and now she's back. Omg!! Party like nobody there. Crazy bitch has arrive.

Power house was awesome, rocked with Christy, Brenda and Shamine. Before that we went to Rebel first but there were to many malays so we decided to change to power, I was the super star over there Ha-ha. What I still remember was I met Li Ping and she ordered so many drinks, love ladies night the drinks were like free flow keep coming on and on. Love the boys in power, lastly there was one guy wearing white shirt, kind of miss him, he danced with me. Omg!! So cute, forgotten to ask for his facebook. I love Bad Romance, wasn't you there won't be me. I want to go club again, especially on Wednesday free flow of drinks for me, will bring all my ladies down with me:)

Shop Out.

2010-04-12T22:00:00.004+08:00

I Love this mall, will be back again.

Spent total of 700 bucks today.

I'm miss you to much, why haven't you text or call me? I'm still wait for your msg. Just came back from Farrer Park with my sister. Afternoon went down to Anchor point first, thought I can get a new pair of board shorts from Billabong cause they having a last day sale. Sadly didn't find any shorts that I like, in the end my sister bought hers. Cabbed down to Mustafa next, Omg!! can somebody please spray Black XS on me, here smell like Ah Nei. Sister bought an Itouch, 32Gb costed $449 Wow~ Managed to psycho her to get me a Louis Vutton toiletry pouch. Yeah!! After Mustafa, went to the new mall at Farrer, called City Square Mall, the first Singapore Eco mall, bought a new pair of jeans from Levis Signature together, she paid and I got it for free, Ha-ha. Then had our lovely night nigh tea at toastbox. On the way home, was on the train, I was so desperate for seat, wanted to chiong in first and get to sit down first Ha-ha, in the end I was sitting with four Ah Nei, damn it, they're so smelly worst then my sister body smell after her jog Lols. I hate their smell to the max. Damn tired, going to bed soon, hopefully I can see you in my Lala Land cause I really miss you damn much.

♥ I Love You ♥

2010-04-06T01:38:00.004+08:00

Omg!! This video is damn funny.

Lunch Out.

2010-04-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

Omg!! Before meeting Chris at Cine, I was with Naomi and I saw my ex classmate on the same train with me, Muhaimeen. He was looking at me and I'm just gave him that face. Lols.

Had lunch with Chris before she go Thailand. Actually we're having sushi buffet at cineleisure but the queue was freaking damn long, lazy to wait for it, so we decided to go other place and have our lunch, walked down to Wisma had lunch at Din Tai Fung.

After lunch went for dessert at Heeren.

While waiting for our movie to start, we went for an hour of L4D with Melissa boyfriend and his friend. Cool, I named my character as WeiWen.

Watched 'Clash of the Titans'

Rate 9/10

Chicken Rice With Naomi.

2010-03-30T16:26:00.003+08:00

We ate half steamed chicken. Yum yum!!

Just came back from town, oh my god they weather now is damn cold, feel like taking a nap but I can't feel like mapling now Lols. Went lunch with Naomi, she's like desperately wanted to eat chicken rice at Far East, accompanied her. After that walked around town area then bused home. Was raining outside, wanted to take a train back cause we didn't bring an umbrella out but when we walked half way to the station Naomi realized that there's a underground pass to the bus stop Lols so stupid sial the both of us. Back at the bus stop was a bit hilarious, Naomi and I was betting who's bus will arrived first, so we don't have to wait alone by ourselves. Naomi's bus came first and she thought I'm gonna wait alone but in the end mine was just right behind hers Ha-ha Lols. Both of us were so lame at the bus stop.

Hush Hush, Hush Hush.

2010-03-30T08:43:00.002+08:00

Dear Parent and his Friends

You might not be ready

But I'm over crazy with him

It may be hard to swallow

But I'm in love, I'm in love

I'm in love with him.

It's okay if you're gay

The smile on your face

Brings me in the mood

Hug me tight wow, it feel so good

I guess all I'm asking, is just be with you

I'm in love with him.

Remix, How to turn a straight guy to gay.