The pass few weeks there were a lot of unhappiness thing fell on me. I just lost a good brother a good friend of mine in one night. I need to let my emotional feeling out before I'm going psycho but I doesn't know who to talk too. So I had decided to blog it all out. I did something I shouldn't do on that night, I deleted his facebook and I felt so regret about it, now I wanted to add him back but everything was too late for it. I had been blocked by him. I wanted to give him a text and talk things out but I don't whether it will work or not, I felt that this time I'm really too overboard and he was really pissed by me.
A message that I wanna say to Gabriel. Are we still brother and friend? I'm sorry! I know that I always been creating trouble for you and tried not to hurt me. As you said before brother last longer than a relationship, I hope you will give and chance for the both of us for being brother's and friend's. I really cherish this friendship of us. Always I'm in trouble or somebody said I'm a gay, you will always be there for me but when you were in trouble, I know I'm won't be there for you just like Thursday and Saturday night. I only knew everything after the next day that I asked my sister. Just last you got a cut on your face and yet I didn't know about it until I saw you on Saturday and it happened on Thursday night. Anybody my brother I will feel sad and feels like pouching that person because you are my brother just like a family to me. I won't allow anyone touch or hurt my family even though I don't even know how to fight. I know is so wrong for me to do this. Brother always had each other back but if you doesn't want to forgive me I will understand. I will respect your decision that you say but I won't give up for not being your brother. No matter what I will be waiting for you to open the door and welcome me back as your family.
Was all my fault, waiting for you to forgive me.
I'm So SORRY
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Aloha Amigas
ABOUT THIS BITCH
He is a boy.
His parents called him Fabian, but he named himself homecoming Bitch.
He turned 18 years old on November 19th, but he want to be 16 forever.
He lives in a place called Singapore a town called bukit Batok.
He is not an itdependent person, need his sweetie standing beside him.
He loves to think, and not to be alone.
His policy is simplicity.
When he has something to say, he dose.
He wanted a photogapy portflio.
Writing in a passion for him.
Music is something he listens to all the time.
He has a 20 years old sister.
He do get along with a lot of people.
He Created Porcu holder when he's in college.
He is a Heartbreaker.
He loves to read book.
He tends to believe everything is possible.
Love is something he finds hard to understand.
NAFA is the college he's going to.
He's a;ways right when he says something.
He doesn't trust a lot of people, only my sweet heart.
He has a deviantart, just cause he loves arts.
People judge him, but don't know him.
Clothes is something he should buy that much.
He doesn't download but buy music.
He has a IPhone.
HE HAS A IPHONE.
He also could write so many random facts, but that's enough.
Pleased to meetchu!!
I'm Fabian Dolley the very whore face bitach wannabe.
I'm 18 this year born in Mount Elizabeth Hospital.
I'm just a regular kid in town living in a very small world, a country call Singapore.
I'm not rich or famous but one day I will become one of it.
I'm a Laughing Machine WOW HaHa HaHa lol, sometime I can get as EMO but when you guys know me more ha ha i can make you fly or laugh like a AH TIONG ah.
I can disturd you guys til passer by drop their fork and spoon down the floor. lol
I'm a very friendly kind of person who wants to know more friends out there, sometimes i just think that i'm a very weird person but i still donno what i
want in mind, so just let it be this way. Mmmm..... I have something I just want to say to my AH TIONG family
(WO SHI XIN LI BIAN TAI XIN LI YI SHENG DE MAMA DE NYA NYA DE CHOR CHOR DE HAI ZI!!!!)
AH TONG AH. I love being with my AH TIONG FRIENDS, they are just like a second famILY to me,
I love them I'm going to cherish this friendship til the day i die.
I don't relly care about people saying me, calling me a AH GUA or "look at that GAY BOY so sissy."
Whatever lor If you guys have a problem with me just talk to my LV bag or you can just back off and keep your fugly mouth shut ass hole.
I super love going down to town cine not because I want to see ALVIN
but because there got a lot of hot and cute dudes over there haha lol...
Mm..... I'm super DAMN going to miss Darren and Alvin they are like my sweetie pie to me only,
they can make my heart beat go faster or slower at the same time.
sometime i really love a guy i can go as carzy as a SIAO CHAR BO,
just like last time i do to KAIWEI but i really felt so regret cuz i pissed him off to
the very max til he deleted me away from friendster and msn, so whenever i saw Darren or Alvin down the streets or somewhere out
there i will slowly back off and walk away from them cuz i already did something wrong to a person and beside they are straight,
they just afraid being friend like me. SAD!
ok i realy want to say sorry to him but i just don't dare to talk to him, i will feel very shy whenever i like
a guy, don't really dare to talk to them face to face.
I'm a stalker I love copying their pictures into my hardisk, did i scared you guys off the hook?
I'M A BITCH, I'M A LOVER, I'M A CHILD, I'M A BOY, I'M A WHORE, I'M A SLUT, I DO NOT FEEL ASHAMED. I'M YOUR HELL, I'M YOUR DREAM, I'M NOTHING IN BETWEEN YOU
KNOW YOU WOULDN'T WANT IT ANY OTHER WAY.
I'M GOING TO BE A DEVIL CUZ I LOVE CURSING PEOPLE THAT I DON'T REALLY LIKE, ESPECIALLY COUPLES LOL. BREAKING THEM OFF TO THE HELL WHAT A EVIL FROM ME. YOU KNOW
I KNOW ANYWAY I DON'T REALLY CARE. LASTLY BEFORE I END MY PROFILE, TO DARREN AND ALVIN I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. STAY COOL AND KEEP ON ROCKING COOOL DUDE.
Special Thanks
PRESENTING MY 'DRAG QUEEN'
KIMBERLY!
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Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Is Too Late To Apologize. / 12:17 AM
The pass few weeks there were a lot of unhappiness thing fell on me. I just lost a good brother a good friend of mine in one night. I need to let my emotional feeling out before I'm going psycho but I doesn't know who to talk too. So I had decided to blog it all out. I did something I shouldn't do on that night, I deleted his facebook and I felt so regret about it, now I wanted to add him back but everything was too late for it. I had been blocked by him. I wanted to give him a text and talk things out but I don't whether it will work or not, I felt that this time I'm really too overboard and he was really pissed by me.
A message that I wanna say to Gabriel. Are we still brother and friend? I'm sorry! I know that I always been creating trouble for you and tried not to hurt me. As you said before brother last longer than a relationship, I hope you will give and chance for the both of us for being brother's and friend's. I really cherish this friendship of us. Always I'm in trouble or somebody said I'm a gay, you will always be there for me but when you were in trouble, I know I'm won't be there for you just like Thursday and Saturday night. I only knew everything after the next day that I asked my sister. Just last you got a cut on your face and yet I didn't know about it until I saw you on Saturday and it happened on Thursday night. Anybody my brother I will feel sad and feels like pouching that person because you are my brother just like a family to me. I won't allow anyone touch or hurt my family even though I don't even know how to fight. I know is so wrong for me to do this. Brother always had each other back but if you doesn't want to forgive me I will understand. I will respect your decision that you say but I won't give up for not being your brother. No matter what I will be waiting for you to open the door and welcome me back as your family.
