My heart is locked, hoping someone would unlock this padlock for me because I don't feel like staying in this darkness of my life anymore. Sometime I think that you treated me too nice til I'm taking advantage of you and doesn't gives any respect to you. But something when you turned evil I'm kinda hurts. I know you were trying to be nice to me and I know that the right thing for you to do. Whenever you're not online or didn't reply my text I'll start being paranoid, thinking and worries about you. I know you are doing your best not to hurt me and I trying my best not to hurt you either, but something I felt that I'm hurting you more. I could see it with my eyes, you tried to give me a hint whenever I'm drunk or went overboard by hitting the wall or me. I rather all your pains and hurts are on me than you who the only one taking it. Brother's always kept their promises, yes you did. You always kept your promises but I don't. I'm trying my best to do it. I know that I promised you that I will be your brother and get over you, nothing more but I have no choice because I still likes you and I know that if I can't get over you, you wouldn't want to meet me out again that's why I promised you and I broke it. I scared that one day we will lost contact and that's not the thing I want it to happen, but I guess you are trying to do so. This feeling suck! Seriously I don't know what should I do? Need some advice. Truly speaking you really are an understanding friend to me. You're a very different guy that I had met in my life. Other straight guys found out that I'm Gay or interested in them, they will fucking hates or ignored me, unlike you at least you could understand and willing to be my friend.
I need a second time around. If time could turns back I rather not to know you.
What are you doing now?
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Aloha Amigas
ABOUT THIS BITCH
He is a boy.
His parents called him Fabian, but he named himself homecoming Bitch.
He turned 18 years old on November 19th, but he want to be 16 forever.
He lives in a place called Singapore a town called bukit Batok.
He is not an itdependent person, need his sweetie standing beside him.
He loves to think, and not to be alone.
His policy is simplicity.
When he has something to say, he dose.
He wanted a photogapy portflio.
Writing in a passion for him.
Music is something he listens to all the time.
He has a 20 years old sister.
He do get along with a lot of people.
He Created Porcu holder when he's in college.
He is a Heartbreaker.
He loves to read book.
He tends to believe everything is possible.
Love is something he finds hard to understand.
NAFA is the college he's going to.
He's a;ways right when he says something.
He doesn't trust a lot of people, only my sweet heart.
He has a deviantart, just cause he loves arts.
People judge him, but don't know him.
Clothes is something he should buy that much.
He doesn't download but buy music.
He has a IPhone.
HE HAS A IPHONE.
He also could write so many random facts, but that's enough.
Pleased to meetchu!!
I'm Fabian Dolley the very whore face bitach wannabe.
I'm 18 this year born in Mount Elizabeth Hospital.
I'm just a regular kid in town living in a very small world, a country call Singapore.
I'm not rich or famous but one day I will become one of it.
I'm a Laughing Machine WOW HaHa HaHa lol, sometime I can get as EMO but when you guys know me more ha ha i can make you fly or laugh like a AH TIONG ah.
I can disturd you guys til passer by drop their fork and spoon down the floor. lol
I'm a very friendly kind of person who wants to know more friends out there, sometimes i just think that i'm a very weird person but i still donno what i
want in mind, so just let it be this way. Mmmm..... I have something I just want to say to my AH TIONG family
(WO SHI XIN LI BIAN TAI XIN LI YI SHENG DE MAMA DE NYA NYA DE CHOR CHOR DE HAI ZI!!!!)
AH TONG AH. I love being with my AH TIONG FRIENDS, they are just like a second famILY to me,
I love them I'm going to cherish this friendship til the day i die.
I don't relly care about people saying me, calling me a AH GUA or "look at that GAY BOY so sissy."
Whatever lor If you guys have a problem with me just talk to my LV bag or you can just back off and keep your fugly mouth shut ass hole.
I super love going down to town cine not because I want to see ALVIN
but because there got a lot of hot and cute dudes over there haha lol...
Mm..... I'm super DAMN going to miss Darren and Alvin they are like my sweetie pie to me only,
they can make my heart beat go faster or slower at the same time.
sometime i really love a guy i can go as carzy as a SIAO CHAR BO,
just like last time i do to KAIWEI but i really felt so regret cuz i pissed him off to
the very max til he deleted me away from friendster and msn, so whenever i saw Darren or Alvin down the streets or somewhere out
there i will slowly back off and walk away from them cuz i already did something wrong to a person and beside they are straight,
they just afraid being friend like me. SAD!
ok i realy want to say sorry to him but i just don't dare to talk to him, i will feel very shy whenever i like
a guy, don't really dare to talk to them face to face.
I'm a stalker I love copying their pictures into my hardisk, did i scared you guys off the hook?
I'M A BITCH, I'M A LOVER, I'M A CHILD, I'M A BOY, I'M A WHORE, I'M A SLUT, I DO NOT FEEL ASHAMED. I'M YOUR HELL, I'M YOUR DREAM, I'M NOTHING IN BETWEEN YOU
KNOW YOU WOULDN'T WANT IT ANY OTHER WAY.
I'M GOING TO BE A DEVIL CUZ I LOVE CURSING PEOPLE THAT I DON'T REALLY LIKE, ESPECIALLY COUPLES LOL. BREAKING THEM OFF TO THE HELL WHAT A EVIL FROM ME. YOU KNOW
I KNOW ANYWAY I DON'T REALLY CARE. LASTLY BEFORE I END MY PROFILE, TO DARREN AND ALVIN I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. STAY COOL AND KEEP ON ROCKING COOOL DUDE.
Special Thanks
PRESENTING MY 'DRAG QUEEN'
KIMBERLY!
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Sunday, July 10, 2011
Brother Love Emotional. / 3:18 PM
My heart is locked, hoping someone would unlock this padlock for me because I don't feel like staying in this darkness of my life anymore. Sometime I think that you treated me too nice til I'm taking advantage of you and doesn't gives any respect to you. But something when you turned evil I'm kinda hurts. I know you were trying to be nice to me and I know that the right thing for you to do. Whenever you're not online or didn't reply my text I'll start being paranoid, thinking and worries about you. I know you are doing your best not to hurt me and I trying my best not to hurt you either, but something I felt that I'm hurting you more. I could see it with my eyes, you tried to give me a hint whenever I'm drunk or went overboard by hitting the wall or me. I rather all your pains and hurts are on me than you who the only one taking it. Brother's always kept their promises, yes you did. You always kept your promises but I don't. I'm trying my best to do it. I know that I promised you that I will be your brother and get over you, nothing more but I have no choice because I still likes you and I know that if I can't get over you, you wouldn't want to meet me out again that's why I promised you and I broke it. I scared that one day we will lost contact and that's not the thing I want it to happen, but I guess you are trying to do so. This feeling suck! Seriously I don't know what should I do? Need some advice. Truly speaking you really are an understanding friend to me. You're a very different guy that I had met in my life. Other straight guys found out that I'm Gay or interested in them, they will fucking hates or ignored me, unlike you at least you could understand and willing to be my friend.
I need a second time around. If time could turns back I rather not to know you.
