On Wednesday, I lost my iPhone because I was too excited, my Bro called me and asked me to go clubbing with him. Finally I got the chance to meet him out again, it's been a long while since last Thursday night. Prayed hard hoping that whoever picked up my phone will kindly return it to me, but the person was a devil sent from hell. It doesn't matter if my phone was lost, the matter of were my contacts and my message. My iPhone I could get a replacement anytime I want but those message can't be replace. She had been with me for the last two years and finally she was lost. No where to be found in this freaking country.
Once I reached home I felt something went missing. Guess what? My rabbit just went to heaven, becoming the keeper of GOD. RIP!
Off to Phuture. It was so embarrassing for me at the bus stop just right outside Zouk. I mistaken my Bro as another guys because all NS boy looked the same when they are BOTAK. Guess the next time I bettr bring out my glasses.
After the night at Phuture, I kept thinking whether should I continue hanging out with you? The feeling inside of me right now suck, I don't even know what I want now. I felt so bitter and jealous inside my heart whether you're not around me or dancing with other girls. While I can understand overall you're a straight guy I cant do anything to stop you. Life really suck or should I say being a GAY suck to the max. Why can't I get the both world? Maybe I should listen to his advice, take a short break out from him. I'm just not ready to hangout with him but I will goes crazy I knew that he was out there. The message that he sent, tells me that he really understand my feeling and don't even want to hunt me. He saw my point of view, I was so uncomfortable on the night at Phuture. Right now what I can do is stay a distance from him for awhile if not I will going crazy and emotion again just like what I did when I was in ITE. I don't want to piss the person off again.
You're smart, cute, handsome, hot. You can dance and even shuffle. What a perfect guy.
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying 'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave Was it something I said or just my personality?
Deep down inside my HEART I felt so bitter;(
Bro you are the sweetest in the world. Thanks for your concern. You are the nicest straight guy I ever met.
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Aloha Amigas
ABOUT THIS BITCH
He is a boy.
His parents called him Fabian, but he named himself homecoming Bitch.
He turned 18 years old on November 19th, but he want to be 16 forever.
He lives in a place called Singapore a town called bukit Batok.
He is not an itdependent person, need his sweetie standing beside him.
He loves to think, and not to be alone.
His policy is simplicity.
When he has something to say, he dose.
He wanted a photogapy portflio.
Writing in a passion for him.
Music is something he listens to all the time.
He has a 20 years old sister.
He do get along with a lot of people.
He Created Porcu holder when he's in college.
He is a Heartbreaker.
He loves to read book.
He tends to believe everything is possible.
Love is something he finds hard to understand.
NAFA is the college he's going to.
He's a;ways right when he says something.
He doesn't trust a lot of people, only my sweet heart.
He has a deviantart, just cause he loves arts.
People judge him, but don't know him.
Clothes is something he should buy that much.
He doesn't download but buy music.
He has a IPhone.
HE HAS A IPHONE.
He also could write so many random facts, but that's enough.
Pleased to meetchu!!
I'm Fabian Dolley the very whore face bitach wannabe.
I'm 18 this year born in Mount Elizabeth Hospital.
I'm just a regular kid in town living in a very small world, a country call Singapore.
I'm not rich or famous but one day I will become one of it.
I'm a Laughing Machine WOW HaHa HaHa lol, sometime I can get as EMO but when you guys know me more ha ha i can make you fly or laugh like a AH TIONG ah.
I can disturd you guys til passer by drop their fork and spoon down the floor. lol
I'm a very friendly kind of person who wants to know more friends out there, sometimes i just think that i'm a very weird person but i still donno what i
want in mind, so just let it be this way. Mmmm..... I have something I just want to say to my AH TIONG family
(WO SHI XIN LI BIAN TAI XIN LI YI SHENG DE MAMA DE NYA NYA DE CHOR CHOR DE HAI ZI!!!!)
AH TONG AH. I love being with my AH TIONG FRIENDS, they are just like a second famILY to me,
I love them I'm going to cherish this friendship til the day i die.
I don't relly care about people saying me, calling me a AH GUA or "look at that GAY BOY so sissy."
Whatever lor If you guys have a problem with me just talk to my LV bag or you can just back off and keep your fugly mouth shut ass hole.
I super love going down to town cine not because I want to see ALVIN
but because there got a lot of hot and cute dudes over there haha lol...
Mm..... I'm super DAMN going to miss Darren and Alvin they are like my sweetie pie to me only,
they can make my heart beat go faster or slower at the same time.
sometime i really love a guy i can go as carzy as a SIAO CHAR BO,
just like last time i do to KAIWEI but i really felt so regret cuz i pissed him off to
the very max til he deleted me away from friendster and msn, so whenever i saw Darren or Alvin down the streets or somewhere out
there i will slowly back off and walk away from them cuz i already did something wrong to a person and beside they are straight,
they just afraid being friend like me. SAD!
ok i realy want to say sorry to him but i just don't dare to talk to him, i will feel very shy whenever i like
a guy, don't really dare to talk to them face to face.
I'm a stalker I love copying their pictures into my hardisk, did i scared you guys off the hook?
I'M A BITCH, I'M A LOVER, I'M A CHILD, I'M A BOY, I'M A WHORE, I'M A SLUT, I DO NOT FEEL ASHAMED. I'M YOUR HELL, I'M YOUR DREAM, I'M NOTHING IN BETWEEN YOU
KNOW YOU WOULDN'T WANT IT ANY OTHER WAY.
I'M GOING TO BE A DEVIL CUZ I LOVE CURSING PEOPLE THAT I DON'T REALLY LIKE, ESPECIALLY COUPLES LOL. BREAKING THEM OFF TO THE HELL WHAT A EVIL FROM ME. YOU KNOW
I KNOW ANYWAY I DON'T REALLY CARE. LASTLY BEFORE I END MY PROFILE, TO DARREN AND ALVIN I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. STAY COOL AND KEEP ON ROCKING COOOL DUDE.
Special Thanks
PRESENTING MY 'DRAG QUEEN'
KIMBERLY!
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Thursday, May 19, 2011
Stuck In The Moment. / 4:59 PM
On Wednesday, I lost my iPhone because I was too excited, my Bro called me and asked me to go clubbing with him. Finally I got the chance to meet him out again, it's been a long while since last Thursday night. Prayed hard hoping that whoever picked up my phone will kindly return it to me, but the person was a devil sent from hell. It doesn't matter if my phone was lost, the matter of were my contacts and my message. My iPhone I could get a replacement anytime I want but those message can't be replace. She had been with me for the last two years and finally she was lost. No where to be found in this freaking country.
Once I reached home I felt something went missing. Guess what? My rabbit just went to heaven, becoming the keeper of GOD. RIP!
Off to Phuture. It was so embarrassing for me at the bus stop just right outside Zouk. I mistaken my Bro as another guys because all NS boy looked the same when they are BOTAK. Guess the next time I bettr bring out my glasses.
After the night at Phuture, I kept thinking whether should I continue hanging out with you? The feeling inside of me right now suck, I don't even know what I want now. I felt so bitter and jealous inside my heart whether you're not around me or dancing with other girls. While I can understand overall you're a straight guy I cant do anything to stop you. Life really suck or should I say being a GAY suck to the max. Why can't I get the both world? Maybe I should listen to his advice, take a short break out from him. I'm just not ready to hangout with him but I will goes crazy I knew that he was out there. The message that he sent, tells me that he really understand my feeling and don't even want to hunt me. He saw my point of view, I was so uncomfortable on the night at Phuture. Right now what I can do is stay a distance from him for awhile if not I will going crazy and emotion again just like what I did when I was in ITE. I don't want to piss the person off again.
You're smart, cute, handsome, hot. You can dance and even shuffle. What a perfect guy.
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying 'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave Was it something I said or just my personality?
Deep down inside my HEART I felt so bitter;(
Bro you are the sweetest in the world. Thanks for your concern. You are the nicest straight guy I ever met.
